Shaky Waves

We can still be just friends,
I'm sure we can get along,
there's something in my heart
that tells me that you haven't given up,
and it's possible we can still be friends,
once again before we move on again,
I've made so many memories with you,
I'm not ready to give up yet,
I want to keep being around you,
no matter what the consequences,
no matter what my senses tell me,
I need to be with you,
let me be around you,
Please just love me for me,
I can't help wanting you to need me,
as I've needed you before,
But so many tears and my eyes remain sore,
my heart is tied in knots,
I'm trying to escape but somehow I can't get free,
from the shaky waves holding me,
the shaky waves I'm drowning in.
Tell me
Just tell me
What you truly want from me,
if you want me at all,
I know it can be hard to tell how you feel,
but I really need you to tell me,
so at the least my heart can heal.
I'm so thankful, yet I still want more,
was this short time all you wanted from me?
If it was, then I should let you go.
I can't be with you any longer,
if that's how you feel.
Know that I truly loved you,
and that you were the first
that I've ever truly loved,
and the first who trapped me in the shaky waves I built.

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Sad, hopeless poem I found in my ooollllldddd writings on my computer.  Brings back memories.